shut up, shut your mouth, can't you hear you talk too loud?

wednesday is the day i sleep in. it is the day i make up for any sleep i have missed throughout the rest of the week when i have more important things to do than lie in bed until nine. but today, people, i was robbed of my extra two hours of sleep. the obnoxious people working next door were being so loud, yelling and smashing everything around like they were on the set of stomp, that i doubt they could have been louder if they tried. not to say i think they werent, trying that is. anyways i couldnt ignore them any more so i dragged myself out of bed and through my normal morning routine. now, i am awake. and they are silent. jerks.

anyway, don't you hate when you have something to write about, but you put it off because of stupid things like responsibilities and then by the time you have time to write about them, you are completely over the fact. everything you write then comes out stale, and you're left wondering if you had just written it out when it first popped into your head, would it have been the most amazing thing in the world?? did you just miss out on your chance of winning the pulitzer because you did what you were supposed to do instead??

moving on. seeing as it's april 21, it's kinda late to be lamenting this, but can i just say i'm really bummed that i didnt do script frenzy this year? (i dont think i've ever used the word bummed before. that was weird.) i was pretty excited about it. i even had a sorta maybe if nothing else comes to mind idea to write about. (i was thinking of maybe expanding this short story.) but when april rolled around, i realized that with everything else going on, in order to write a script i would have to give up something. school wasnt an option for once since i left a semester's worth of papers to the last couple of weeks. family wasnt an option because, well, they never really are. i probably wouldve cut time out of hanging out with my cousin, and i felt bad about that. especially since out of all my sisters i'm the one with her the most (one doesnt live with us and the other is at school all day). so i figured i could save finding my latent script writing skills to next year. i was planning on telling you people to try it out, but i forgot. or my subconscious mind was being a brat at the time and didnt want anyone else doing it if i couldnt. but i think it was just cause i forgot.

*Jerk it Out - Caesars