every time i start to feel like i'm getting things under control, the world decides to flip upside down and completely throw me. and i am always caught off guard, no matter how many times it happens. so now things that seemed pretty small and manageable just a week or so ago now feel like the proverbial world making itself comfortable on my shoulder.
for example, one of my oldest friends is getting married next sunday. most (read: all) weddings i go to are in the desert which means i just leave all my wedding guest things over there: dresses, shoes, bags. everything. i need to get an outfit for the wedding, which in and of itself may not seem like a very big deal, but along with projects (two) and midterms (one) and spring break sleepovers (three nights, four days) and classes (three) i just don't know when i'll be able to go shopping. plus, i'm not the biggest fan of shopping. so blech. it's time like these when i wish harry and his friends had been more prudent in the department of mysteries and not smashed all of the time turners. i feel like i may need one to make it through the week.
on a happier note, my carpet has vacuum streaks everywhere which makes me happy. and i feel myself slipping into another one of my periodic decisions to try my luck at my writing dreams which is always fun (though i always let life pull me back away from them after a while).
have i mentioned that i'm just really sick of school? yes? well there it is again.
*Self-Pity - AFI