Monday, June 6, 2011

it's so hard to relate to the whole human race

people are the worst. they really are. and no matter how many times i come to this realization, no matter how many times i swear to just wash my hands of the whole human race, there's something in me that refuses to just let go. i don't know what it is or where it's hiding, but you can be sure that as soon as i find it i'll kill it. after that i'll pick up my stuff and steal out in the night to a deserted island, the kind people say you'd go crazy living on because the only sounds are the waves rolling up the shore and the wind whispering jokes to the palm tree fronds. and the only voice i'll ever hear is my own, and i'll spend my life scribbling pretty words onto the sand and watching them being taken out to sea for the mermaids to read. and i'll write about the people i used to know on tree bark. i'll write how they told me to hold on and hold on and never let go. and i'll explain how the very next day they looked at me with contempt and said, "you should have let go days ago. what's wrong with you?" and i'll burn the words over the fire and watch the smoke curl up into the air and wish i could have burned away all the lies and masks humans insist on hiding behind and wrapping themselves in. and i'll think that maybe if i could i wouldn't have had to run away.

and i'll think that maybe they were just never worth the effort.

*The Future Freaks Me Out - Motion City Soundtrack

9 comments:

  1. anonymous hippopotamusJune 7, 2011 at 6:25 AM

    ppl are stinky burrito monkeys! (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWVfG2mA8Rc)

    heres a tip.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wRXa971Xw0

    and ummm excuse her crudeness...but since you watch family guy i don't think you will have a problem with it...and if you do then.. you freaking watch family guy and this video offends you?! really??? reeaaalllyy???

    ok thats it the end.. good bye

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  2. anisah is asleep and i dunno where my headphones are, so i can't watch the videos right now.

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  3. anonymous hippopotamusJune 7, 2011 at 5:19 PM

    did you watch these videos?

    and i want an awesome blog post dedicated to me for helping you have a comment on every single post. :D

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  4. anonymous hippopotamusJune 7, 2011 at 5:20 PM

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-RT3cx1b9ZM

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  5. i recently watched my fair lady, and got so annoyed with him at this song. stupid self-centered jerk. just you wait 'enry 'iggins, just you wait.

    omg i love her!! that face?? pure awesome! and the pet names? also pure awesome!

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  7. anonymous hippopotamusJune 9, 2011 at 9:53 PM

    yup she is awesome! haha

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  8. lol hannah, glad to see you're having fun with my spam comments which i now can't delete cause your comment will look stupid.

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  9. anonymous hippopotamusJune 10, 2011 at 3:27 PM

    :S what?? i was saying the girl in the video i sent you was awesome...not the spam.

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