Tuesday, June 16, 2009

just ignore all this present tense

have you ever had one of those days that you just get fed up with everyone and everything?? some small thing happens that just irritates you beyond belief and suddenly you can't stand to be living your life at the moment. you're not sick of life, just life as it is right now. sometimes i wish i could just jump into my future for a bit, see where everything ends up. see if what matters to me right now will still matter a year, a month, a day from now. see if anything is worth the effort. it doesnt even have to be a big jump into the future. i'd be happy falling into next week.

*It's Beginning to Get to Me - Snow Patrol

2 comments:

  1. anonymous hippopotamusJune 7, 2011 at 11:43 AM

    every other day i feel like this...its from living in the desert and being treated like a second class citizen. i want to f-ing drive!

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  2. you'll be back in america in september and the whole summer will be normal with us and the relatives.

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