Thursday, May 5, 2011

it's time to move on, it's time to get going

the end of the semester is just a breath away, and with every second i regret my decision to push back graduation more and more. i could have been finished in a week. done. completely. i could have walked across stage in that master's hood thing and a gown that costs way too much. i could have picked up the paper from the alumni association begging for money and posed for pictures that i probably won't ever look at again and went out to celebrate with my family. but i'm not. because i'm stupid.

and now i have to go through another whole semester of classes i learn nothing from and people i can't stand just so i can do the whole graduation thing next year with my sister (that by the way wasn't the reason i pushed back mine). when i was contemplating this, the stupidest decision of my life, why didn't anyone tell me to just take the extra class and finish now? why didn't anyone remind me that dragging out this thing any longer is just masochism at its finest? why didn't anyone say that the money just isn't worth it? why didn't anyone stop me?

i don't want to have another semester to look forward to after the summer. i don't want to spend anymore time on this degree. i'm sick of it. i'm ready to move on. and i can't. because i'm stupid.

*Time to Move On - Tom Petty

2 comments:

  1. anonymous hippopotamusJune 7, 2011 at 6:34 AM

    oh my god! i just realized something. hopefully i'll be in VA the same time you're taking your class... and you will have LOTS of free time. and no daddy to tell you you can't go out. WE ARE SO HANGING OUT! MOVIES, LUNCH, DINNER, PINKBERRY....i am planning on gaining back the 20 pounds i just lost! wooo hoooo i'm excited! :D

    and to comment on the blog topic...wow that sucks. lol

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  2. i will have free time but you will have two boys who can't go to the movies, will be asleep during dinner, and probably napping through lunch. but maybe we could sneak a pinkberry or two into there.

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