sun comes up then goes away, so does graduation day

my graduation is in exactly five hours. i have to be there earlier than that by i dunno how much. i still have no idea what to wear. i'm thinking i should have thought more about this before the day of because at least then i would have time to either buy something or even wash something. i never realized how unprepared my closet is for occasions like this (at least when i havent done a real load of laundry in forever). a hoodie and jeans would be inappropriate, right?

shouldn't i be more excited for today?? i'm thinking yes.

maybe it is because i finished in the winter and this past semester seemed to have taken years rather than months so the whole thing just seems a little after the fact. it's as if i suddenly went back to my high school to join that graduation. the fact that i'm still going to the same school doesn't seem to make my brain feel any differently about this. i've already graduated. i'm already done. why am i doing this again?

should i be waiting for tonight to come so i can check this off my imaginary to-do list?? i'm thinking no.

anyway, i should go back to searching my closet. hopefully the excitement will kick in later. oh, and if any of you are in the fairfax, va area and have nothing better to do today, you should totally come! yes, i suck at invitations, but i would love to see you! george mason patriot center at 2:30. no tickets required. i'll be the one that probably trips and falls while walking across the stage.

*Fly Away From Here - Dropline