everything i say to you comes out wrong, never comes out right

so i took today off, right? and i was kinda worried about making my group face class without me, but i sent an elaborate email to all of them this morning saying i was sick and including all the information they could possibly be asked about and then some. because, you know, they have no idea what's going on with anything. nice people these kids are, awful awful group members. anyways, while i was out, one of the dudes calls me. i didnt answer because i didnt want him to ruin my day off, plus i was "terribly sick." when i get home, i have a couple of new emails. apparently my professor was sick, too, and the TA would be taking over class. one group member replied to my email saying he would be free to meet up on tuesday (i asked them to). and then, ryan answers and says, "well, since none of us are able to make it to class today..." what?! because i'm not going it means none of you have to go either?? every single one of you has missed class at least once or twice (mark only showed up once). i havent missed a single one this semester. so now i dont think anyone from my group went which makes us look like total slackers. *sigh*

moving on, after shopping and getting smoothies, my sister and i went to watch a movie. we saw paris. my sister didnt much like it. she didnt hate it, but didnt really like it either. i thought it was pretty good. it was one of those movies though that kind of just go for a while without anything really happening. i mean, things happen, but like not in the normal way. okay, that makes no sense. lemme explain what i mean. so to me, there are two kinds of movies. the normal ones are like someone telling you a story. they have a definite start, actions build up till the climax and then there's falling action and a real ending, like you can put 'the end' right before the credits and it fits. the other kind is more like you suddenly start watching someone as they live their story, instead of them telling it to you. it starts, but there's nothing really significant or flashy about the start. you watch as things progress without them constantly trying to tailor everything to fit into their storyline. then the ending comes but instead of the story completely finishing, it's more like you just stopped watching. yes, things get tied up for the most part (or not) but a 'the end' would just be comical. am i making any sense?? it sounds so much better in my head...

anyways, last time we went to red lobster i saw the picture for the apple crumble and wanted it. i wanted the chocolate chip lava whatever more, though, so we hadnt gotten it. today when we went, i decided i had to try the apple crumble. it was like a little debbie snack microwaved. not bad, but definitely not as good as it looked in the picture. :/

*Why Don't You and I - Santana