i'm getting so tired and so old

*yawn* that's all i feel like doing this morning, besides going back to bed that is. it's amazing how tired i am. i think its a sign of the imminence of my aging. along with my dying metabolism. it's sad. but i used to sleep for 4 hours a night. every night. for a year. sometimes less. i never once woke up really tired feeling like i just cant get up in the morning. last night i slept for five and a half hours. thats an hour and a half more than four in case you cant count. and i feel like a zombie. i had been talking to a friend about this the other day. he was complaining that he needs at least 10 hours of sleep this year to feel rested. more than he ever needed. and you know why?? because we're getting old. we all are. i am turning 21 in 9 days. last night me and another friend were saying how our 20s used to seem so old. now that they're here, it feels young. but old at the same time, you know?? eh i'm not making any sense. i blame it on the sleep.

*Open Your Eyes - Snow Patrol